Hello friends, I'm back again to write ma blog, I'm writing this with so much pain to be honest. I want everyone who calls themselves as Christians to read this. Do we feel at times secular world and secular people are far better than the so called spiritual and religious?! When I first stepped into ministry I felt a warmth, a great warmth, a warmth that made me feel like I was in heaven, the days rolled by and things started rolling outside in than inside out. As I started to grow up the people who are so called men of God started to show of their real faces.
Today I'm seeing politics running in the ministry like never before, there can be misunderstandings, it was there even if we date back to apostle Paul, but today I'm seeing politics, caste-ism, politics that is worse than the secular politics. Cult style manipulation and mind control and intense gossip about others. Crafting others fall perfectly and stabbing them on their back and successfully finishing the job. Open your eyes dear friends in ministry? are we working for God? are we running for lost souls? or are we running to seek fame? gain a huge crowd? What are we running for?
I want you all to read these two verses from the Bible these verses will speak for itself!
“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ 23Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’
Don't console yourselves that Lord is working through you, he will but not for you but for the innocent sheep's you lead astray! If we are still fooling around with our charismatic circus tactics and running around betraying, gossiping, doing all politics and yet praying and doing miracles we can be sure we will are the evil doers. Shame to see people who are calling our believers of other churches and going there and creating all sort of confusion and gathering a crowd and coming out and starting their own! is this "multilevel marketing"?! Open your eyes!! What are we doing?! We have a judgment to face!! We have to stand before the great white throne! Are we thinking its all over with the earth?! if that is true we are certainly not anywhere closer to God.
I was totally broken in the last couple of weeks, totally heart broken with so much of backstabs. I started wondering whether I should throw up all the ministry and move back to the secular life. I'm being frank with you, "Satanists and Secularists and traditionalists are so ethical and loving compared to this so called spiritual Christians. I'm not condemning anyone with this statement this is my real life experience. If any unbeliever is going to notice what is happening on the inside he will never ever become a Christian. For the last two months I couldn't spend time with God, couldn't spend time reading the word, I was so hurt. My own friends and brothers in ministry did everything craftily to push me out, some people even started talking ill and gossiping. Then God started speaking to me one fine day when I was laying in my bed alone and almost about to cry.
God told me one thing, When Jesus was on the earth he had no enemies!! surprising? eh?! Ye it is true. He had no enemies but he had all betrayers and his own brothers and people raising up against him. Romans didn't kill him, pagans didn't plot evil against him. Its his own people who did all that. Same with all the prophets, same with men of God. Dear friends some of you may facing the same situation today! You may be wondering your secular friends are far better than your spiritual ones, you may be wondering why people who call themselves Godly hurt, back stab, gossip and bully most than normal secular people. Do not worry, our savior faced the similar situation in our place. Don't loose faith on looking at this people. They have their day on their way and we have too. At the end of the day you will see a difference! God bless you!
Very touching. True brother. I too have spoken some times against some servants of God. But the Lord in His grace convicted me strongly and I have repented. I believe such things happen by the instigation of the devil to discourage God's servants. But people who do such things must repent and stop it otherwise they are danger of severe judgments.
ReplyDeleteAt the same time I have also noticed some servants of God make mistakes and appear to be more interested in buying land and properties than saving souls and building prayer/worship halls for Children of God, to meet and worship God.
My prayer to God is Lord please keep from sin, any sin including gossiping and slandering.
God bless you brother. Never, never think of quitting the Lord's work. Fight the good fight of faith. May the Lord grant you victory over the enemy, the accuser of the brethren.
Thank you dear brother this is really encouraging me. Servants of God indeed makes mistakes I will be the most happiest person if anyone personally comes and point outs any mistake I made in the ministry but it hurts when your best friends turns you upside down in jealousy just to push you down to attain your place.
ReplyDeleteSlander is listed along with adultery but Christianity forgot to stress much on the slander as its stressing on adultery. Slander is necessarily not the correction of mistakes, if anyone want to correct mistakes they will go straight to the person and tell it to their face. My prayer is the same that God should keep me off from slandering.
God bless you too brother! You lifted my spirit up. Amen to your words.