Monday, July 18, 2011
GOD WHO CARES
Many times I used to think God is so cruel, so tough, so arrogant that he put us in a world full of filth and pain and he deserts us and punishes us for every single mistake we do in our life. Since that's the popular Christian opinion, simply blaming God for everything. One incident happened recently that totally made to erase off that opinion. Last week I was traveling to another state to go and get some electronic gadgets for our studio, on the way back around 12 am at night our cars gear rod came off and the vehicle stopped abrubtly in the middle of the national highway, where buses, travelers, giant load carriers speeding up over 100! Some how we pushed our vehicle all the way to half road but when my driver went down to check it the nut and the bolt of the rod was missing, we needed it if we ever want to move our vehicle further, so we waited no one showed up in that hour but I kept praying instead of complaining God, God you are good and merciful Lord send us someone who can help us, then a guy came in a two wheeler when we called him he speedup up thinkin we may be bad but somehow he stopped again and we explained him things, driver went off with him. Now I was there in the road at late night in next to our suv filled with cosy gadgets that too in a highway very well known for robbery and off road collisions. To add more pain it started raining so heavily.
My prayer started nagging, Oh God what I did? are you punishing me for my mistakes and all! on the other side of the road the high way patrol arrived, I was so glad atleast they can do some help I waved my hands and yelled help but in rain I don't know why they speedup up the vehicle and went away! More frustration and panic started raising up as my mobile went off due to low battery! I kept quiet and looked above and simply closed my eyes all of a sudden I could see a bright light my driver arrived with high way mechanic and within next ten minutes they finished every thing and we started off the vehicle, on the way we saw four accidents and heavy traffic jam, who knows may be we could have been a victim of it. We headed home with so much peace, God is good all the time! He cares no matter what we are or what we do! He cares! He loves! God bless you all.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
REALITY OF TODAYS CHRISTIANITY PART 2 THE POISONOUS POLITICIANS
Hello my dear friends,
This is my second article in this reality series, I'm not intended to hurt anyone, I'm not writing about others, here I'm going to share my own personal experience and what I have learned and what the bible says!
Have you seen politicians?! Sketching out skillfully and beautifully timing and back biting people, destroying whoever comes in their paths, with cleft tongue that speaks something yesterday and something today. Who appear outwardly conservative and worse than liberal inward. Well If you wanna learn politics and become a politician you don't need to go anywhere but you can simply learn everything you want to learn if you ever get a chance to get into ministry and see what is going around, the following are my personal experiences and the things I faced personally.
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Recently a man of God asked something really weird to the congregation that he wants to lead a Church and God has given him a clear vision about that but the elders and deacons told him to keep things in prayer but he was too impatient and he went out and purchased doctor and a reverend degree for few bucks and now he started up a church right close to ours and the way he started evangelizing in a different way that is he craftily collected the phone numbers of elders, key members and tithers in different Churches. Now he is calling up one by one of them telling that this is wrong with the church and that is wrong with the church he is like this, he is like that, come to me I will give you good placement and postings and as a result some people left the churches and rushed unto him. Sad to see the same thing happening in many independent churches that don't give any accountability to any superior authority. What are we called for? to bring sheep's from others flock? or bringing back the lost sheeps? What are we doing?! Friends it time to re think! Are we in the right path? Its pathetic to see when this kinda blokes states "This brother got saved from Anglican church, this brother from Baptist, that sister from Methodist" its stupid, awfully stupid to say that. No one gets saved just because they are coming to you!! Get real. Repent and go to the lost and preach the gospel to the unbelievers. So many ministers and ministries on the rise but we hardly see people going ahead and ministering to unbelievers. Don't divide God's kingdom and cast a lot on it. Eventually we will reap what we sow.
They are Children of God and Not your slaves
Recently a very sad incident that hurt me to the core, I got a call from a lawyer friend of mine and he requested me to come to a police station and I rushed up there all the way and there I saw something that shook me to the core, a pastor was being held up there, for slapping and abusing a believer who is a married woman. I knw that pastor for a while but yet I was shocked to see him that way, the police inspector was my classmate and a very strong idolater. We extended arms and he pointed him out and told me look at your pastor and ask him what he has done, when I learned that I couldn't speak a word to plead for him. The woman believer in his church got the mobile number of other Pastor/Worship leader who came to his church and invited him for his sisters daughters marriage to lead worship who are all believers of some other church, this pastor got angry and he slapped that woman twice on her cheeks, the woman's husband is a very strong unbeliever who immediately reported things to the police and they arrested the pastor and local Hindu friends slashed out the church today.!! Believers are not your slaves!! They are nothing more than Children of God and co heirs in Christ, if you take them for granted and if you lead them in a cultic way it's clear by the word of God, you are a bad shepherd and of Devil. I'm sorry to say this but burden in my heart is day by day growing intense and I couldn't hold it up anymore so I'm writing this.
And there is another Man of God who forces his believers to fall in his feet and ask apology if they sin or if they talk to other church believers or attend other church meetings.
Recently few months back I was called into a ministry to conduct a show I went there and agreed but later they gave me a date and I called them and they refused to attend and later again I called and hanged on me, I started wonder what happened why they are not picking up my call, but later I found out just because I involved in a media ministry being run by someone they hate and as a result now they shut down on me, I'm not worried, its not my loss by any bit. Think for yourself, if you really have Jesus in your heart, will you do this?! This is ministry, God's ministry we are all co-laborers, we are not called to do politics but to serve!
Its Church dear friends, Church brought by the precious blood of Jesus Christ! Church purchased and redeemed by the blood of the lamb! Who are these people to lot it, and make it a den of thieves?! It's time to get real and open our eyes. It's time for this people to repent if they want to keep their lamp-stand. Never take the ministry for granted and manipulate and hard rule people, this is totally unrighteous. Bible clearly warns us "unless our righteousness surpasses the righteousness of Pharisees and Sadducee we will not enter into the kingdom of heaven". Surely the modern Christian politics has its righteousness worse than any filthy rag and even worse than unbeliever. This is call for repentance, repent before its too late, repent before God close the door on you forever, repent before your lamp-stand gonna get plucked out, repent before God raises the stones to speak instead of you!
Monday, May 30, 2011
REALITY OF TODAYS CHRISTIANITY (PART1)
Hello friends,
For the first time I'm going to start my articles on reality series. Some of you may get offended or irritated if you don't like the light of reality shedding on you, so please kindly read no further if you are scared to see the reality. God bless.
Revival meetings, Holy spirit anointing, Fasting prayers, Worship concerts, Conventions and so much happening around, every single day many people are coming forward and giving their life's for God. Many are getting baptized and spirit baptized. Well we need all this, and I'm not against all this. But sadly the real state of Christianity cannot be judged just by looking at this crowds. Christian life is not over with a conference, Worship is not over with an exciting time of singing, shouting and dancing. holy spirit anointing is not over after falling down on floor, Spirit baptism is not over with speaking in tongues. We need a genuine anointing, genuine worship, genuine Christian revival.
THE WORSHIP DHAMAKA
A preacher friend of mine who do go around to share the word/ assist worship leaders in worship, 7 months back he was invited to share the word in this popular youth conference held up in a place close by. He went there and they gave him a seat in the special guests row and the worship started, smoke started ascending all the way down from the stage to heavens and there was beautiful music, people were rejoicing the presence of the Lord it went on and on and on. The meeting was scheduled for three hours and the worship became dancing and shouting and jumping around, the preacher waited for his turn to share the word but no one came forward to him finally the worship leader who is an exciting young man in the field of music and the organizer discussed things as the time was already running out, they called up this preacher friend and told him to shrink his sermon to 5-10 minutes moreover the worship leader gave this statement "here after there should be only dancing and shouting and music for Lord, no need for the word and sermons, boring man, come on we are called to have fun in the Lord". The preacher got up from his seat joined his hands and said Praise the Lord and Thank you and left without a word.
Do you think that is anointing?! Do you think that is the kind of worship God wants? There can be music, there can be dancing! but what all these things gonna do without the word of God? We are turning away from the basics, we are being hyped and in a very false emotional experience and claiming it to be a genuine presence of God. The presence of God is not something that comes down from heaven during the worship and goes away after that! Its something that should stay with us all the way. Many times our worship sessions are becoming nothing more than a music concert. There is nothing wrong with music or attending a music concert but don't confuse yourself with a music concert and a time of worship. Dear friends let us check ourselves in the light of the word, are our worships bringing glory to God? are feeling the same even after it gets over? or we are just having the excitement for the time being?! Worship leaders we all need to learn one hardcore truth, this goes to you and me and everyone else in the field of worship "DO NOT USE JESUS TO PROMOTE YOUR MUSIC OR TO PROMOTE YOUR TALENTS OR TO BECOME FAMOUS" give glory to God. Don't lead the people blindly to an emotional experience rather lead them to the Lord, Give glory to God and let them do the same, never ever try to use God to attain fame or glory.
With this I'm concluding my words and want to attach a note to worship leaders by Lee Grady. See you soon with more on this topic.
1. Give us something to shout about! In most countries I visit, worship is an exhilarating workout. In poor countries where people struggle from hand to mouth each week, praise is so energetic that the congregation quickly moves into the aisles to dance. Yet here in the United States our worship is often stiff and way too sophisticated. What we lack in genuine zeal we substitute with technology, orchestration and hype. It’s a pitiful tradeoff.
Worship leaders must stoke the fires of spiritual passion. Don’t let the people’s hearts remain cold or stale. Exhort them to go higher. Say like the psalmist, “Praise the Lord! …Let the sons of Zion rejoice in their king. Let them praise His name with dancing. …Let the godly ones exult in glory. …Let the high praises of God be in their mouth” (Ps. 149:1-3,5,6) NASB.
2. Please give us content. Most of us packed away our hymnals 30 years ago and discovered the liberty of free-style choruses. Yet I get tired of singing the same phrase over and over—especially if that phrase has questionable theology. And we are cheating people if half of a song consists of lines like “Ooh, Ooh, Ooh!” or “Whoa, whoa, whoa!”
There’s a reason “Jesus Keep Me Near the Cross” is a classic. Its words inspire deep worship in a way that simpler songs can’t. The best solution is to mix up the playlist with both new and old songs—as well as old songs with new arrangements. If we only sing today’s trendy Top 40 we will forget where we came from.
3. Spare us the concert. True worship leaders lead rather than perform. We want you to play skillfully, but we don’t want the focus to be on you. Point us to Jesus!
Some worship leaders shift into extended periods of spontaneous worship. That’s great until you look around and realize that the congregation is sitting down while the worship leader has his eyes closed—oblivious to the fact that most people got lost 10 minutes ago. That’s not corporate worship. That’s a stage show.
4. Don’t run a song into the ground. Maybe this is just a pet peeve of mine: When a worship leader announces, “Let’s sing it one more time!” and then proceeds to sing a chorus again and again and again and again (and again and again), this is a form of lying. This happens especially with certain choruses that are like broken records—they never resolve.
If a song is so repetitive that it’s annoying, or if you can’t figure out when to stop it, just retire it. No one will ask why you don’t sing it anymore.
5. Please don’t burst my eardrums. I have a high tolerance for noise and I love rhythm. But I have been in churches where the music was so loud that my head rattled for the rest of the day. God can open deaf ears, but I don’t think we should manufacture the deafness. Have mercy on us. God doesn’t want us to drown out the sound of the people’s voices with bass guitars and subwoofers.
6. Show us the lyrics. Memo to the technical crew: We don’t have hymnals, and we don’t know the words by heart. Please don’t wait until we have sung the second verse of the song to put those words on the screen. (It would also be a good idea to have someone proofread the song lyrics. I was in a church where we were supposed to sing “Praise Him for His mighty acts,” but the Power Point slide said, “Praise Him for His mighty axe.”)
7. Honor the Word. There is nothing ruder than a worship leader who walks off the stage after the last chorus and then disappears to a side room to eat donuts. When the praise team vanishes from the church and never comes back, it sends a message to the congregation that these people don’t need to listen to the sermon. Not! Worship does not end with the last song; the last song sets the stage for the next act of worship.
-Lee Grady
(Editor, Charisma Magazine)
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Shhhhhhhhhhh Top Secret!!!!!!
*I want all my dearest friends out there to read this full post*
Many times we hear this popular saying "pour your heart out if your heart is heavy", "talk to someone"!! Yes true, we gotta talk to someone if we are heavy and there is nothing wrong with sharing our burden. It's absolutely fine, but we gotta know something before we start pouring or opening it out.
Turn with me to 2 kings 20:12-20 There was this king Hezekiah, who after receiving some mails opened up his treasure and showed all his secrets to the foe in disguise. The prophecy came to him as a result of his foolish act everything he shown to him including things he didn't show up and all his people will be taken captive and will be carried away to other country. This prophecy is a warning not just to king Hezekiah but for you and me as well.
Many times without any second thought we tend to open our mouth and pour out all the secret to others without discerning who they are!! Youngsters and especially women used to pour out things, pour out their family problems, personal histories to people in disguise. Beware!! I did the same mistake and I'm reaping for that today! Beware of to whom you are pouring out your secrets!! You are more likely to be threatened, gossiped, slandered. Don't open your mouth without knowing the other person. In olden days there are confession rooms its still functioning in some chapels where people go and confess their sins to Padre where in turn he will stand as a mediator for their sin before God. Even in those times they used to put a cabin and separate the man who confess sin from the padre so that he cannot see him.
Also please beware of to whom you are showing your weakness too! You are likely to get attacked straight at the weak point. Woe to the counselors and the ministers who go around gossiping others personal things which they told you confidentially!! Bible warns and strictly condemns it. If you cannot keep the earthly secret of your own friends how will God reveal the heavenly and divine to you?!!
The only safe person to whom you can open your mouth and talk freely is God, next is your pet and the third is parents! if you want to share things share it with the right persons, even if they are friends think carefully before opening up your personal secrets. May God give us wisdom to discern. God bless you all!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
BETTER THAN HUMANS!!
Many times we look for unconditional love on humans, at times it will seems like yes we got it but at the end of the day it is not what we are looking for. Married men and women will long for their partners to welcome them back home with unconditional love, but the reverse is happening in most homes. Some people scared of coming home and used to spend a lot of time at work since they started to believe that stress is far more tolerable than the home war. But every time I used to get back home apart from humans the other creatures used to give a real and a very warm welcome. From my doggie to fishes in the tank, I used to feel that unconditional innocent warmth which I miss in many humans. Bible says " All creatures knows who he is" Yes indeed unlike humans they don't go killing its own race, backstabbing, doing all sorts of evil. "ANIMALS MAKES THEIR LIFE SIMPLE BUT WE PEOPLE DON'T!" God used animals as his servants in many instances in the Bible, especially I love the Balaam incident where God atlast spoke to him through an animal.
sometimes animals can be the best friend you've been looking for. Most people don't take enough notice of just how much animals devote themselves to our services. They don't understand how much love and protection they provide for us ALL. Animals are the most loyal living creatures ever made and why some people don't see that, I don't know. I am just one of the many lucky people who do see through their sharp teeth and long hair. When I see animals it is a natural reaction for me to want to show the affection that they are always willing to show us. WELL WHEN I BROWSED THRU SOME PAGES I FOUND OUT THIS WONDERFUL POEM ABOUT ANIMALS..WRITTEN BY KATHERINE JONES!! THE CREDIT GOES TO THAT WONDERFUL WOMAN!! Animals are loyal, loving and obedient. Caring and affectionate, Gorgeous as can be! Animals are friends, Best friends to me. Always standing by you, As willing as can be. Always underestimated, But still they exist. Nothing will ever hurt them more, Than hatred and mistrust. Always there to talk to, Although they don't reply. You see it in their eyes, And know that they'll stand by. They save life's, And help the blind. But still we do not see, That animals weren't made as slaves, But as friends for you and me!!!
They don't have a spirit, they neither sow nor reap they neither stock or rush around for a huge bank balance yet God takes care of them all! I believe they know God better than us.
LOVE AN ANIMAL IT WILL SHOW YOU ITS 100% LOVE TO YOU!! THEY GOT INSTINCTS JUST LIKE HUMANS!! THEY DON'T HAVE THE SIXTH SENSE BUT THEY GOT THE SEVENTH!! ITS TRUE!! GOD BLESS YOU! G'DAY :))
Sunday, May 8, 2011
SATANS BIGGEST LIE NO.1
Thank you all the readers who prayed for me and who listened to me and who comforted me personally in messages and through phone calls and through comments after reading my last post. Things was going out of order in the last couple of days full of betrayal and gossip and pain. I tried sharing it with people through facebook. Recently a famous women preacher and pastor came on the way and she lashed out certain comments most of her comments are the universal beliefs of fundamentalists and biggest lies of Satan with which he deceiving thousands of people.
The comments she made and the common beliefs are parallel that is "EVERY TIME SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO YOU ITS GOD WHO IS MASTER PLANNING, CRAFTING, USING PEOPLE TO TEACH YOU A LESSON, TO BREAK YOU TO MOLD YOU AND ITS YOUR MISTAKE ALL THE TIME YOU GET ILL, GET INTO BLUE." well I'm not arguing that God never breaks and molds us or God never gives and takes away. But at the same time blaming God for everything bad that is happening in our lives is totally unscriptural and anti Christian. Last week a pastor called me and cried that when his son ( 2 years old) fell sick a senior minister told him to confess his sins because of the sins God is punishing the innocent child! What a foolishness! The same message came to me when I was in the mess, certain person I told above came and told its because I'm bad, I'm a sinner, I'm wrong so I'm receiving the punishment and all when I was crying out in despair. Let me prove you all how false and how dangerous this doctrine could be!
Let us turn to well known verses in Genesis 3:1-4 Do you know the first thing satan did is he portrayed God as an "evil, arrogant, imperialistic, control freak" which is false. It's sad to see that he is dispensing the same lies among our brothers and sisters. We sing God is good all the time, We say God is holy and without holiness you cannot see God, we speak and stress about holiness! How a holy God will break and mold you by allowing unholy things to happen in your life?! Indeed God breaks us he molds us but not all the bad thing that happens in our life is planned by God. Just because if someone betrays you, backstabs you, steals something from you it doesn't means God is motivating that person to do that. "God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone". It's not the God of heaven who does that but its the God of this world, God of darkness, God of all evil Satan who is coming up against us. Remember we are in a spiritual warfare against the kingdom of darkness.
The next things we should be aware of is we are living in a fallen world. Not all things are being operated supernaturally. If you drive faster than usual and got hit you cannot blame God or Satan its you!. If you eat a lot and yet don't do anything about burning calories you are likely to get diabetes. It's not some supernatural punishment. If your spouse or parents or brothers or friends turns their face down its not God who is influencing them its natural for humans to have all kind of mood swings. Stop blaming God! Stop this excuse! Let us all get real!
Many of us are giving this as an excuse whenever people get hurt, whenever nations get shaken by natural calamity. That God is destroying that nation God is hitting that brother, God is teaching them a lesson. Let us beware! If God is going to teach everyone a lesson this way then honestly we would have been perished. At the same time there is another thing we gotta notice that "We will reap what we sow" that is a different thing I would like to discuss in another note.
Dear friends if anyone is hurt, injured or bleeding in their heart, if anyone is facing storms in their ministry, family or workplace. If you can go and comfort them, console them, help them to get them back to their feet. If you can't! Then don't give any post match analysis or go around scanning their wounds, wipe the tears before you know what happened! Do the first aid before surgery. If you can't or if you don't know to, don't ever open your mouth and judge a wounded brother or sister! You are called to be a "good samaritan". God bless you! :))
Friday, May 6, 2011
WHEN YOUR BROTHER STABS
Hello friends, I'm back again to write ma blog, I'm writing this with so much pain to be honest. I want everyone who calls themselves as Christians to read this. Do we feel at times secular world and secular people are far better than the so called spiritual and religious?! When I first stepped into ministry I felt a warmth, a great warmth, a warmth that made me feel like I was in heaven, the days rolled by and things started rolling outside in than inside out. As I started to grow up the people who are so called men of God started to show of their real faces.
Today I'm seeing politics running in the ministry like never before, there can be misunderstandings, it was there even if we date back to apostle Paul, but today I'm seeing politics, caste-ism, politics that is worse than the secular politics. Cult style manipulation and mind control and intense gossip about others. Crafting others fall perfectly and stabbing them on their back and successfully finishing the job. Open your eyes dear friends in ministry? are we working for God? are we running for lost souls? or are we running to seek fame? gain a huge crowd? What are we running for?
I want you all to read these two verses from the Bible these verses will speak for itself!
“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ 23Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’
Don't console yourselves that Lord is working through you, he will but not for you but for the innocent sheep's you lead astray! If we are still fooling around with our charismatic circus tactics and running around betraying, gossiping, doing all politics and yet praying and doing miracles we can be sure we will are the evil doers. Shame to see people who are calling our believers of other churches and going there and creating all sort of confusion and gathering a crowd and coming out and starting their own! is this "multilevel marketing"?! Open your eyes!! What are we doing?! We have a judgment to face!! We have to stand before the great white throne! Are we thinking its all over with the earth?! if that is true we are certainly not anywhere closer to God.
I was totally broken in the last couple of weeks, totally heart broken with so much of backstabs. I started wondering whether I should throw up all the ministry and move back to the secular life. I'm being frank with you, "Satanists and Secularists and traditionalists are so ethical and loving compared to this so called spiritual Christians. I'm not condemning anyone with this statement this is my real life experience. If any unbeliever is going to notice what is happening on the inside he will never ever become a Christian. For the last two months I couldn't spend time with God, couldn't spend time reading the word, I was so hurt. My own friends and brothers in ministry did everything craftily to push me out, some people even started talking ill and gossiping. Then God started speaking to me one fine day when I was laying in my bed alone and almost about to cry.
God told me one thing, When Jesus was on the earth he had no enemies!! surprising? eh?! Ye it is true. He had no enemies but he had all betrayers and his own brothers and people raising up against him. Romans didn't kill him, pagans didn't plot evil against him. Its his own people who did all that. Same with all the prophets, same with men of God. Dear friends some of you may facing the same situation today! You may be wondering your secular friends are far better than your spiritual ones, you may be wondering why people who call themselves Godly hurt, back stab, gossip and bully most than normal secular people. Do not worry, our savior faced the similar situation in our place. Don't loose faith on looking at this people. They have their day on their way and we have too. At the end of the day you will see a difference! God bless you!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
They are still alive!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
SLEDGING
Sledging is a term used in Cricket to describe the practice whereby some players seek to gain an advantage by insulting verbally intimidating the opposing batsman. The purpose is to try to weaken the opponent's concentration, thereby causing him to make mistakes or under perform. Nowadays you can see much Sledging inside the Christian church than the p lay ground!
Recently I saw certain things going on in facebook that totally broke my heart! Few believers from a particular denomination started talking ill about others publicly, very offensively, in the name of discernment ministry and literally bullied many good men and women of God. They call themselves end time prophets who are called to pour out the wrath of God by
1) Talking ill about others and their ministries
2) Going to their webpage and making provoking comments
3) Pasting the pictures of their ministry including pictures of the sisters worshipping, singing and all publicly in their page and judging, insulting, cyber bullying them!
4) Fighting back at people who they don't like, lashing out at them with very hard words.
5) Staying online 24/7 to find someone to fight and point out their mistake
6) Manipulating the word of God to support their puritan war on innocent children of God!
7) Bringing out racial issues
They manipulate the word of God and said that the entire Gospel and all the epistles is about warning against sin and making war and fight against others. I wonder what bible they read! Bible indeed warns against sin but it doesn't talk ill about others. Jesus Christ made a rope and cast out all the salesmen out of Church indeed we need something like that to clear up the mess going on in today's Church, but that does not means you have to go and bully others!
Catholic church did the same thing ages back and still reaping for what they did! They burned the witches, killed people, tortured them sexually and in every other way, burned them! What happened now?!! Halloween, Harry potter, all passionate witchy shows and festivals and books rocking back at them! God never asked us to destroy, slay or kill anyone who doesn't follow him or follow our views! When the disciples asked Jesus to bring down fire and burn the city he simply replied "Son of Man didn't come to destroy men's lives, but to save them."
I wonder why Todays so called holiness Radicals goes around fighting, bullying, gossiping about others?! If you feel like you are 100% right and holy keep it to yourself! No one needs you to go and brag about it. Bible clearly warns about this attitude "Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind." Like the Racial Klu Klux Klan these radicals started a new team called "Fight club" with a moto called "break the bones of the sinners". Their prime enemy is pentecostal believers and they are now on an underground training to go on and fight with every charismatic moments literally using weapons.
From Good Bible teachers like Andrew wommack to even a lil kid in the spiritual realm like me they threatened to kill everyone just because they don't like their doctrine. When Peter drew his sword and cut off the ears of the servant of the high priests Jesus warned him to "Put your sword back in place". This is the warning the Lord giving to this end time bullies! Put your sword back in place! Stop threatening the believers, stop writing blackmail emails, Stop posting the pics of girls who belong to the denominations you hate! Shame on you! Shame on you and Shame on you!!
What if someone else put a scandal video of your wife or your children on the internet?! hurt? eh? you wont be able to sit in a place for a moment! then who gave you the rights to post the snaps of other church girls and call yourself a holiness preacher and puritan?! is that holiness?! that shows nothing but you inner reflection of uncontrollable lust and heightened hypocrisy!
Judge not! if you want to warn, warn the practice! not others personal life's. Look at your own personal short comings before you can judge others! Go ahead and get a life. Bible warns against hatred, gossip, slandering and accusing in many passages! Stop fighting against your brothers and rather go ahead and preach the Gospel to people who are not saved! You are not the judge. "Its God who is the real judge and he will knock at your door as a judge when you pronounce judgment against others." I thank God I haven't ended up with people like you few years back I would have killed myself if I listened to the harsh words filled with hatred which you call a "gospel".
Stop cyber bullying, be a man get a life!
"A man of understanding holds his tongue"
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Little things you do to me, Nobody else makes me feel gud..
Hello Friends,
I'm starting out the very first blog with a heaviness and an unexplainable relief in my heart. I started this day well, got up and prepared for worship. I got a call from this friend, he is more like a brother to me whom I know for a long time. He is one of the few who stick with me in my good and the bad. I was disturbed when he told me he was admitted in a rehabilitation center, I was totally clueless, he struggled with alcohol a lot kinda addicted to it after his break up, I was shocked to and on this same day I got another invitation to come to a birthday party for delivering the opening message and sermon but God clearly spoke to me and told me to go and meet my friend I remembered the verse in the Ecclesiastes its better to be with people who mourn than with people who party!
I went there the very first sight moved me to tears I was looking at this guy who is over 6 feet, well built always smiling now in some weird uniform, weak, stumbling, and standing in front of me. He explained how he got there, I looked around everywhere full of addicts..every kind of addicts. Counselors rooms were all locked. Few ward boys and nurses moving here and there as if they were army officers watching over terrorists. They detoxify them for the first four days that is a good thing though and for the next twenty days they are sedating the patients with severe sedatives and putting them in Disulfiram a drug typically given to alcoholics.
I hold his hands and made him sit down and looked at his eyes, they are heavy, tired n reddish, a sense of loneliness and an unknown fear in the eyes of everyone there. There were officers, big shots, Doctors, Lawyers, Engineers admitted there. Those people couldn't give up their addiction though they are willing to. Some of them were admitted by parents,some of them by spouses,some by siblings. Since I'm another medical professional they allowed me free access to all over the place. Starting from detoxification center I walked around I encountered addicts for every ten steps, they had a strange fear in their eyes looking at me whether I'm gonna sedate them. Then I went upstairs full of wards for drug addicts many NRI's and people from abroad are over there locked up, they were not given televisions or internet or laptop, just a bed and food that too vegan and restricted. Books to read and nothing else.
On the upward wing I saw girls locked up in the rooms most of them are drug addicts. Locked up like animals and the staffs watching over them like some circus trainers. I felt my heart beat racing high on looking at all this. I asked myself why Lord? Why? It will take a moment for you to deliver them from this addiction. The spirit can break the yokes, son can set anyone free. Why this people must go through such solitary painful conditions??
Even after they leave them out they need to take the sedatives for 3-4 years which will make them a restless wanderer for the rest of their life. I haven't seen a single person from any rehab who came out and lead a "normal" life. They were all being given drugs that just gives them a state of trance and nothing else. I started this site www.addictionbreaker.org with that vision. I realized that moment I have to do a lot.There were people there longing for care, longing for someone to listen to them, listen to their stories but no one was there. I saw another girl shouting from her room to get her pizza, there are people from abroad who cannot get what they want coz of the staffs who could not understand their accent any better.
Finally I came down after talking to my friend for a while and praying for his silently. I saw a terrible scene which I have seen in some movies, I saw a couple from leeds England. The guy is an addict so his girl friend left him over here and paid some cash and she prepared to leave and this guy for the first time broke into tears and almost stood frustrated, people rushed and pushed him in when he tried to walk close to her and locked him up inside the steel door she left in a car without looking back. He was like crying and shouting the F word a lot. I felt like slapping the ward guys who handled things like handling some criminals.
I asked permission to talk to that guy they permitted me but warned me that is at my own risk I said fine, I went there and seated myself next to him and talked to him in the way he talks (cockney). He was surprised he started talking with the F word and finally broke into tears at the end he was holding my hand he was like "mate will you come to see me, I have no one here, please come" With tears I said yes I will. Then I left that place I'm not strong enough to turn back, I know all the pulpit wars, all the politics, all the puritan doctrines nothing can give any peace to anyone than sharing others burden. I came to know all I was doing before was nothing but in vein and I felt a strange lightness and peace of mind which I never had before. I would not have had it if I spend the same time preaching in a birthday party, or preaching some doctrines in some pulpit or jamming with my guitar or bass in some worship sessions and getting applause.
Then the teaching of Jesus Christ on Matthew 25 flashed in my mind, little things we do to this little ones is what we can do for God. No sowing, No doctrines, No puritan holiness can make God smile like caring for this little ones and sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ to them and helping them to experience the deliverance through holy spirit. We are so blindfolded and deceived by the lies of the religion that all this are unnecessary and many Christians just don't even care and they are so concerned about helping people who can help them back. God didn't come to earth because we might be of any use to him. He came yet we are of no use and we are all nothing but a garbage junk. Now its time for us to carry the gospel to the poor and afflicted. Wake up church Revival is not an event like worship its a life style, we need all kinds of ministry though but we have less people who go to the low grounds, come down and do the ministry of Jesus read Matthew 25 prayerfully and may God speak to you today.Helping hands are better than praying lips they say but we need more helping hands to this helpless victims, we have enough praying lips that criticize and speak hypocrisy but we need more helping hands.
I know I would have been there as a victim if Jesus didn't save me 4 years back. May God bless all of us to live a people centered life! Jesus loves you unconditionally!