Tuesday, April 26, 2011

They are still alive!







Hello ma dear friends!





I'm back to blogging, I'm not a frequent blogger though but I just love to keep this blog up and alive sharing some of the things I always love to keep in my mind! Las day I was in this city called Nagpur, I totally felt like a stranger there. I hat to travel 100+ kms to reach a hill station to attend one of my very best friends wedding, the day was hectic from the start, met up with an accident, things messed up but finally I got the cab and I was literally scared coz I don't know the local language and I was a total stranger to that place. I have seen many cabbies and auto drivers in my home town 99.9% of them are after money money and more money! The christian drivers oh my God they are more greedy than the un believers in many circumstances. But this man I met was totally different we travelled far more than the estimated distance and in return he had to drop me close to airport which is far off the city. I dropped down and asked him to join me for dinner and gave him more 200+ for the trip and asked him if he needs more to my surprise he gave me back the excess and just took what he agreed at first! I was taken a back, more surprise came on the way as he paid for my dinner in telling that I'm their guest! I was speechless! I have never seen such hospitality to a stranger. Not anywhere even in believers circle! where they will help and show love n care only if they gonna get benefitted from you by any means. I have learned lot of valuable lessons from that man.





I was a type of guy who used to help and love those who love and help me. For strangers I remained neutral. God started speaking to me in my mind as I came back to the hotel room. Various verses flashed across my mind.










Bible says "Do not forget to entertain strangers for by doing some people entertained angels without knowing it". "What is the use of loving the people who loves us? Even pagans do that"





Christians indeed truly forget these hardcore teachings in the bible. I have never seen much people practising that! What is the use of serving and helping with hidden motives?! This is one of the reason Christianity is becoming a joke for many people. I failed that many times, I was a hypocrite in this issue but God certainly hammered away all those hypocritical attitude of mine through the act of one man. At the end of the day its not about how many churches you built. not about how holy you are and how separated you are its all about what you did to the little ones and your relationship with the God. God don't care about our rituals!










I thought the unconditional love and all gone away ages back and people are becoming mechanical day by day, no thats not true! its we religious and so called spiritual thampers going that way! Its we people who should be the vessels of love but unfortunately we are turning into vessels of hatred and violence and especially Hypocrisy!










Show some love to someone today! Light up someones day and yours will be lighten up too! Dont seek the reward or applause here, let it come from heaven! God bless you!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

SLEDGING






Sledging is a term used in Cricket to describe the practice whereby some players seek to gain an advantage by insulting verbally intimidating the opposing batsman. The purpose is to try to weaken the opponent's concentration, thereby causing him to make mistakes or under perform. Nowadays you can see much Sledging inside the Christian church than the p lay ground!

Recently I saw certain things going on in facebook that totally broke my heart! Few believers from a particular denomination started talking ill about others publicly, very offensively, in the name of discernment ministry and literally bullied many good men and women of God. They call themselves end time prophets who are called to pour out the wrath of God by

1) Talking ill about others and their ministries
2) Going to their webpage and making provoking comments
3) Pasting the pictures of their ministry including pictures of the sisters worshipping, singing and all publicly in their page and judging, insulting, cyber bullying them!
4) Fighting back at people who they don't like, lashing out at them with very hard words.
5) Staying online 24/7 to find someone to fight and point out their mistake
6) Manipulating the word of God to support their puritan war on innocent children of God!
7) Bringing out racial issues

They manipulate the word of God and said that the entire Gospel and all the epistles is about warning against sin and making war and fight against others. I wonder what bible they read! Bible indeed warns against sin but it doesn't talk ill about others. Jesus Christ made a rope and cast out all the salesmen out of Church indeed we need something like that to clear up the mess going on in today's Church, but that does not means you have to go and bully others!

Catholic church did the same thing ages back and still reaping for what they did! They burned the witches, killed people, tortured them sexually and in every other way, burned them! What happened now?!! Halloween, Harry potter, all passionate witchy shows and festivals and books rocking back at them! God never asked us to destroy, slay or kill anyone who doesn't follow him or follow our views! When the disciples asked Jesus to bring down fire and burn the city he simply replied "Son of Man didn't come to destroy men's lives, but to save them."

I wonder why Todays so called holiness Radicals goes around fighting, bullying, gossiping about others?! If you feel like you are 100% right and holy keep it to yourself! No one needs you to go and brag about it. Bible clearly warns about this attitude "
Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind." Like the Racial Klu Klux Klan these radicals started a new team called "Fight club" with a moto called "break the bones of the sinners". Their prime enemy is pentecostal believers and they are now on an underground training to go on and fight with every charismatic moments literally using weapons.

From Good Bible teachers like Andrew wommack to even a lil kid in the spiritual realm like me they threatened to kill everyone just because they don't like their doctrine. When Peter drew his sword and cut off the ears of the servant of the high priests Jesus warned him to "Put your sword back in place". This is the warning the Lord giving to this end time bullies! Put your sword back in place! Stop threatening the believers, stop writing blackmail emails, Stop posting the pics of girls who belong to the denominations you hate! Shame on you! Shame on you and Shame on you!!


What if someone else put a scandal video of your wife or your children on the internet?! hurt? eh? you wont be able to sit in a place for a moment! then who gave you the rights to post the snaps of other church girls and call yourself a holiness preacher and puritan?! is that holiness?! that shows nothing but you inner reflection of uncontrollable lust and heightened hypocrisy!

Judge not! if you want to warn, warn the practice! not others personal life's. Look at your own personal short comings before you can judge others! Go ahead and get a life. Bible warns against hatred, gossip, slandering and accusing in many passages! Stop fighting against your brothers and rather go ahead and preach the Gospel to people who are not saved! You are not the judge. "Its God who is the real judge and he will knock at your door as a judge when you pronounce judgment against others." I thank God I haven't ended up with people like you few years back I would have killed myself if I listened to the harsh words filled with hatred which you call a "gospel".

Stop cyber bullying, be a man get a life!

"A man of understanding holds his tongue"

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Little things you do to me, Nobody else makes me feel gud..




Hello Friends,
I'm starting out the very first blog with a heaviness and an unexplainable relief in my heart. I started this day well, got up and prepared for worship. I got a call from this friend, he is more like a brother to me whom I know for a long time. He is one of the few who stick with me in my good and the bad. I was disturbed when he told me he was admitted in a rehabilitation center, I was totally clueless, he struggled with alcohol a lot kinda addicted to it after his break up, I was shocked to and on this same day I got another invitation to come to a birthday party for delivering the opening message and sermon but God clearly spoke to me and told me to go and meet my friend I remembered the verse in the Ecclesiastes its better to be with people who mourn than with people who party!
I went there the very first sight moved me to tears I was looking at this guy who is over 6 feet, well built always smiling now in some weird uniform, weak, stumbling, and standing in front of me. He explained how he got there, I looked around everywhere full of addicts..every kind of addicts. Counselors rooms were all locked. Few ward boys and nurses moving here and there as if they were army officers watching over terrorists. They detoxify them for the first four days that is a good thing though and for the next twenty days they are sedating the patients with severe sedatives and putting them in Disulfiram a drug typically given to alcoholics.
I hold his hands and made him sit down and looked at his eyes, they are heavy, tired n reddish, a sense of loneliness and an unknown fear in the eyes of everyone there. There were officers, big shots, Doctors, Lawyers, Engineers admitted there. Those people couldn't give up their addiction though they are willing to. Some of them were admitted by parents,some of them by spouses,some by siblings. Since I'm another medical professional they allowed me free access to all over the place. Starting from detoxification center I walked around I encountered addicts for every ten steps, they had a strange fear in their eyes looking at me whether I'm gonna sedate them. Then I went upstairs full of wards for drug addicts many NRI's and people from abroad are over there locked up, they were not given televisions or internet or laptop, just a bed and food that too vegan and restricted. Books to read and nothing else.
On the upward wing I saw girls locked up in the rooms most of them are drug addicts. Locked up like animals and the staffs watching over them like some circus trainers. I felt my heart beat racing high on looking at all this. I asked myself why Lord? Why? It will take a moment for you to deliver them from this addiction. The spirit can break the yokes, son can set anyone free. Why this people must go through such solitary painful conditions??
Even after they leave them out they need to take the sedatives for 3-4 years which will make them a restless wanderer for the rest of their life. I haven't seen a single person from any rehab who came out and lead a "normal" life. They were all being given drugs that just gives them a state of trance and nothing else. I started this site www.addictionbreaker.org with that vision. I realized that moment I have to do a lot.There were people there longing for care, longing for someone to listen to them, listen to their stories but no one was there. I saw another girl shouting from her room to get her pizza, there are people from abroad who cannot get what they want coz of the staffs who could not understand their accent any better.

Finally I came down after talking to my friend for a while and praying for his silently. I saw a terrible scene which I have seen in some movies, I saw a couple from leeds England. The guy is an addict so his girl friend left him over here and paid some cash and she prepared to leave and this guy for the first time broke into tears and almost stood frustrated, people rushed and pushed him in when he tried to walk close to her and locked him up inside the steel door she left in a car without looking back. He was like crying and shouting the F word a lot. I felt like slapping the ward guys who handled things like handling some criminals.

I asked permission to talk to that guy they permitted me but warned me that is at my own risk I said fine, I went there and seated myself next to him and talked to him in the way he talks (cockney). He was surprised he started talking with the F word and finally broke into tears at the end he was holding my hand he was like "mate will you come to see me, I have no one here, please come" With tears I said yes I will. Then I left that place I'm not strong enough to turn back, I know all the pulpit wars, all the politics, all the puritan doctrines nothing can give any peace to anyone than sharing others burden. I came to know all I was doing before was nothing but in vein and I felt a strange lightness and peace of mind which I never had before. I would not have had it if I spend the same time preaching in a birthday party, or preaching some doctrines in some pulpit or jamming with my guitar or bass in some worship sessions and getting applause.

Then the teaching of Jesus Christ on Matthew 25 flashed in my mind, little things we do to this little ones is what we can do for God. No sowing, No doctrines, No puritan holiness can make God smile like caring for this little ones and sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ to them and helping them to experience the deliverance through holy spirit. We are so blindfolded and deceived by the lies of the religion that all this are unnecessary and many Christians just don't even care and they are so concerned about helping people who can help them back. God didn't come to earth because we might be of any use to him. He came yet we are of no use and we are all nothing but a garbage junk. Now its time for us to carry the gospel to the poor and afflicted. Wake up church
Revival is not an event like worship its a life style, we need all kinds of ministry though but we have less people who go to the low grounds, come down and do the ministry of Jesus read Matthew 25 prayerfully and may God speak to you today.Helping hands are better than praying lips they say but we need more helping hands to this helpless victims, we have enough praying lips that criticize and speak hypocrisy but we need more helping hands.

I know I would have been there as a victim if Jesus didn't save me 4 years back. May God bless all of us to live a people centered life! Jesus loves you unconditionally!